decrease then cease
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•05 Nov 2021
#endofdays #slashinc #sadhiphop confined to this life.iv lost the will to fight,i lie awake almost every fuckin night,my future is all darkness.there's an no light in sight,when I'm gone my loved ones will be alright. like the saying goes..outta mind outta sight..right all of my life I was pre-conditioned to believe I was inefficent, i felt imprisoned and began to envision my final decision,ill die from asphyxiation or an incision,I don't wanna exist,its not even in my vision, i reached for an assist but I was dismissed, I was "high risk" and everyone around me knew this,they left me helpless and called me a menace,now my soul is calling for the endless abyss,no one could have stopped this from transpiring.. i was struggling,my mind was spiralling.this shit is all too tiring right now my life is rapidly falling apart,can't wait for my soul to depart,I can't fucking wait for the stopping of my heart.decrease then cease, now I'm deceaced but im finally at peace so wipe those tears from your cheek don't think of me as weak, I used to be a fighter,a riot inciter, now im on an endless nightmare all nighter,if you ever miss me just hug your pillow tighter, my fucking brain is hyper so I wrote this death cypher with self hatred on my mind as I rhythm,death will be kind cause I'm stuck upin this bind,my mind is not mine and its been on the decline,has been for a while so I'm ready to say bye,dont mourne me,just smile and tell my story..take one day at a time,signed sincerely from a broken borderline
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sorry man I totally picked you up wrong there, yes I'm from northern Ireland
your from Engeland OR ireland
#endofdays #slashinc #sadhiphop confined to this life.iv lost the will to fight,i lie awake almost every fuckin night,my future is all darkness.there's an no light in sight,when I'm gone my loved ones will be alright. like the saying goes..outta mind outta sight..right all of my life I was pre-conditioned to believe I was inefficent, i felt imprisoned and began to envision my final decision,ill die from asphyxiation or an incision,I don't wanna exist,its not even in my vision, i reached for an assist but I was dismissed, I was "high risk" and everyone around me knew this,they left me helpless and called me a menace,now my soul is calling for the endless abyss,no one could have stopped this from transpiring.. i was struggling,my mind was spiralling.this shit is all too tiring right now my life is rapidly falling apart,can't wait for my soul to depart,I can't fucking wait for the stopping of my heart.decrease then cease, now I'm deceaced but im finally at peace so wipe those tears from your cheek don't think of me as weak, I used to be a fighter,a riot inciter, now im on an endless nightmare all nighter,if you ever miss me just hug your pillow tighter, my fucking brain is hyper so I wrote this death cypher with self hatred on my mind as I rhythm,death will be kind cause I'm stuck upin this bind,my mind is not mine and its been on the decline,has been for a while so I'm ready to say bye,dont mourne me,just smile and tell my story..take one day at a time,signed sincerely from a broken borderline
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