I can understand why you feel the way you feeling right now I was never the greatest but the plan was to give you the best cuz wen I met you I felt like I had a lot to show i took you under my wing gave u everything made u sure you weren't missing anything but I forgot it's not what I bought you it's the way I treated you I showed you life of a queen also how to be more responsible for your own make sure u start to see light out the dark like I did wen I went suicide if it wasn't for my dad to distract me I could of died but instead I spent time at metal hospital shit hostile fed this medicine I see making them crazy that's why baby I always shared my experience of life with you that's why we connected we bonded never wronged each other always looked out for each other that was our motto what we always follow get the other out of trouble that's why I bailed no matter the cost it's miracle they let you out cuz I dint finish paying off the bail that's why probably why you think I fail that and attention that you wanted but didn't get man do I really regret as bad as it sounds we had our up and downs came around all that to where we layed back and got to relax cuddled up holding one another like we can't get enough but now it's tough cuz u tossed me out ur life like a dice play craps praying it lands on a win just know I never pretended or had the right way to show you you was everything I would needed for u I'll keep bleeding in my heart til we get that restart I pray really hard that we do