I cant stay cause my heart breaks I cant stay cause its to late, I cant stay, cause i been in da way, each and every kinda way. Im having the toughest time, tryna act like im fine, but im not fine All yall, seen, what Ive had to over come, Ant been no, kinda fun, whats been done is done. I cant change the passed, Im looking through an hour glass. Damn its crazy how much time has really fuckin pasted. At last been so many road blocks, ive been going at this shit non-stop. It's been a minute no matter how i spin it. You took me on dis wild trip, it fucks wid me that you just up split. Tell me ant dat some shit. for real doe. Just be glad, im "really,really" trying to get over it. It ant easie doe. Ive climed (mount everest) so many times. I've done lost count, yall motherfuckas seen frist hand, what I've had to put out. Ive just to tryed to reachout and holla, at my used to be, best friend. Whats up baby girl until we meet again. Thought no matter what, the way it used to be when it was just you and me! Thought It was set in stone that we, would be there for one another and be there for each other. Eventually it wasn't just you and me. I assumed even if we wasn't together, We would allways be forever, cause we made our beautiful lil family see, did you forget about dat baby, shit you been driving me so fuckin crazy. So it should stand for something, but seriously, its been behond me, its like it dont mean shit, to nobody but me shit Everything has always mattered to me, damn how come, cant none of yall see, how much they really mean to me. Shame on you,i guess its how its gona be so shame on me But nothing even matters to me anymore all i see is that door or this huge ongoing war. A war apparently over, A motherfuckin whore, thats all i hear anymore. And I guess I was never ever supposed to care for you or my kids too. In my eyes ive done seen some crazy things in dez streets, My eyes wide open, and its fucking wid me, yall need to know im trying to unsee what Ive already seen. If yall know what i mean. She never has and never will be, even if da fucking (bitch) fucking hates me. Through my eyes shes, allways gona be so much more to me. I cant ever seem to win all i do is keep fucking up. I do it over and over again. I just wanna get up and walk through that door. cause i didnt matter and i still dont matter. i just played my part. So this is my art my release the way i release my deamons This is my way to cope insted of smoking dope, all i got now is hope. All this dont even matter anymore, i cant stay ima fool been tryna play it cool. Well let me tell you the heart acke and the pain that makes my heart acke its why i cant stay,Will i live to see another day. its to much to endure and cope with. its a fucking lost hope.