_________________________________________ welcome to my life amalgamated by the knife emancipated by rhymes alleviated with medications _________________________________________ I tried to give hope to anybody that standing near me a struggling rampage you can see it clearly. I keep to myself only speak when I'm spoken to, and when I speak you might need a moment to comprehend it through, I look for happiness in drugs which is stupidity. a lot of times I was self medicating, so suitable to the grips of my addiction pushing parents to the brink of patience every statement I proclaim is shadowed by conviction _________________________________________ welcome to my life amalgamated by the knife emancipated by rhymes alleviated with medications _________________________________________ I looked at death and I've stared it in the face, a while ago I would have thought this to be bravery. look At me Now its kind of crazy to think I'm using music as my Escape Im met meant by a vacant place feeling like a double cross dog feeling like empathy is replace with apathy and sympathy is all but lost, refused to suffer talked to Joshua and decided to go with only the clothes on my back and went to the city by the likes of train track, I said I'm going to leave and if you want a better life and you can come and live with me and if you don't then I'll see you at the obituary. _________________________________________ welcome to my life amalgamated by the knife emancipated by rhymes alleviated with medications _________________________________________ I face dilemmas astounded by abolishing my knowledge, now days I'm remembering solutions how they encased tensions between he who cant consulate upon abundance and prosperity. survivor I am, I might swing with both hands, I've come a long way from working minimum wage, plus thankful for this voice cos I got something to say come to grips got a major confession, my addiction treatment has Me at a relapse, in addition these raps, caught my attention to the point that its obsession.. love is really real and love and tragedy is something that I've never really felt ok with lying on the concrete pavers screaming kicking helpless you have no idea about the f****** s*** I've dealt with. overloaded and according to relative's blood is thicker than water but with water it's dirt and dust but with blood stomach turns with the lies that you believed with every passing comment I would always just agree weight of the world on my shoulders the answer isn't always solid. we were once a couple but then we slowly disconnected. _________________________________________ welcome to my life amalgamated by the knife emancipated by rhymes alleviated with medications _________________________________________ his