look i know i fucked i know u dont trust what i say no more but believe me when i say i just wanna stay with u sorry for all the pain i put u through i know i wws a bad bf and i know u deserve some one better than me i hope u can trust me again but until that day come just know i am here for u no matter what I am going through and believe me when i say i love u cuz i mean i love i tried to put u in a good position but I put myself in a bad one I know how it feel too fell like shit thats how i feel love u and pain is nothing these are all challenges we go through so that we can improve ourselves could be better but if u dont see no more of me know u will see me in the after life