Ahhhhhhhhaaaaaaa aaaaaaaaaaaaa Ahhhhhhhhaaaaaaa As I lay awake, I silently scream; Wondering what this thing called life could really mean? My tears, they fall, and do not stop What tf is all of this about? All this love surrounds me, yet still I'm sad; I think I might be going mad... God please help me. Stop these tears. Erase the pain of these past few years... I need your guidance. I need your strength. I try to be strong, but my mind keeps going blank. Help me Jesus! I need some peace. Please stop me from becoming weak... Ahhhhhhhhaaaaaaa aaaaaaaaaaaaa Ahhhhhhhhaaaaaaa As I lay awake, I silently scream; Wondering if this pain is all just a dream. they came for my mind, they came for my heart; they came for my soul, and then I tore their ass apart. Only God can judge me. I got the angels on my side. I came to pray. I came to fight. God's Army beside me, My Daddy's got his wings. the devil can't break me, I got my ancestors beside me. that motherfucker thinks he can blind me, but that little bitch is wrong. I'm a fucking warrior. didn't he know? my soul is with God. Sit back and watch the show. Ahhhhhhhhaaaaaaa aaaaaaaaaaaaa Ahhhhhhhhaaaaaaa as I lie awake I silently pray. I know things will get better one day. 24/7, I call on you. thank you for keeping my heart true. take me back to the Oneness. take me back to The Source. when I leave here, I will have no remorse. I got love on my side. I got love on my side. Jesus in my soul, and God on my mind. Amen. 🙏