u can cry and call to God thee only answe you need is already loading you just need to find the secret in the meaning read the book of life and find out the hidden secrets of the mind behind the man to control and be number one to blindfold the truth and become one with a lie only tears , death and greed is shown in the mind of the enlightened one the true wisdom and frame of mind that instills knowledge above move to the word move to the word of the Lord move ro the word move to the word of an open eye move move move move into reality of truth