feeling like you still here everytime I dream im getting back flashes what we use to do have fun and laugh all the time things seem so tough and rough don't matter how bad the day I had u said the funny stuff and a couple stories that will brighting up my day even when im sad, my tears wash away when I get hurt u come running with a bandage telling me don't cry son the pain will go away toughing up, your stronger than that you just don't know it yet when you master that when u get older u will take off like a jet nothing gonna. sand in your way. don't worry about me my dad would always say im just glad your okay only best memories I had of my childhood is you someone looking out for me protecting me everyday taking me to park to play and as I get older work hard like slave every day you got a family too feed and take care as well now I show you what to do and how down let me down what he would always say make me proud you mit feel more hurt and let down again and say God please why and how question everything now I didn't just lost my dad I lost my pal he was the only reason why I smile and now hes gone im slowing losing myself please God help me make it through please heal all my pain and bruse you healed me by finding you fear no man help me make it through and not feel alone even though I feel like I'm talking to myself he's still listening everyone anor me too and all I wanna do is help brighting up your smile just like you .Jesus Christ, some people cold as ice we are all dived but really they hate me because I live like u walk with you too it's hard to survive I spend my teenage life analyzing what not to do and how not to ack my gradpa taugh me better than that love them if they don't love you back but love yourself more i know we living in a crazy world but we can make a better one me and you im down if you down too I got kids I love and ador and willing to do anything for too the future is there's we work hard in life so they can live there's that the sacrifice the love i got for them i will did anything to see them smile I will go a mile and that my style go all out this life of mines make worthwell until we meet again let me know if your still listening i will love to freestyle for you again God bless you amen 🙏