Hey, how you doin Been to long. Thinking to catch on Heard your sister grew up Heard your mom got a job Your dads the same drunk ass boi You gave me chances to correct myself Thsese days after five long years i been thinking what life would be like if I had never left you Chorus subi If I had realised i couldve fixed my issues Then I wouldnt be reaching for these tissues to masturbate I sit every night and contemplate the series of decisions I took that made me earn your hate I wish I could wipe it away and have a clean slate So much on my mind These days all I do is grind Cause You know what they say your dad gay Tell me you want me back Thats what keeps me on the right track Some day I know i wouldnt be this low Cause I lost you when I was finding myself