Awful Day Lyrics [CHORUS] I have got nothing to say I'm having an awful day Feelings are not made to play But they get in use this way To explain I can write essay Guess it's punishment to pay It's a burden that I can't weigh Cause I'm having an awful day [VERSE 1] I sit down in a corner, feeling sad and being lonely Wish I could make my heart warmer, but I'm losing hope slowly Guess I had respect and honor, but nobody gives a shit about me Not my friends, mother or father, not anyone out of these three I used to think of feelings as illusions, but now they're making some fusions Resulting in a lot of confusions, guess my head will face explosions I can relate to all those who think their mind's a prison Here comes the fucked up thing, 'cause I can't even understand the reason And I can't get out of this cage, as I'm stuck in the same page I spit shit on paper, got nowhere else to spill my rage My head's problems are major, even doctors are afraid to engage It's all crap for my neighbor, it's not a fucking play goin' on on stage I put a big stone on my heart, and pretend there's nothing wrong Not even the person closest knows what I was goin' through all along I donno why it's happening, but I guess that's where I belong In the sadness, in anxiety, and that's what I'm expressing in this song [CHORUS] I have got nothing to say I'm having an awful day Feelings are not made to play But they get in use this way To explain I can write essay Guess it's punishment to pay It's a burden that I can't weigh Cause I'm having an awful day [VERSE 2] I'm going through a lot of pain, everyday is filled in vain I'm thinkin' a lot, it goes on like a loop, like a chain All of it is about me being dead, it's what is filled in my brain Sometimes I stab myself, other times I die in a damn crashing plane I wanna hang myself, then people may find my dead body Should I do this? think for yourself, still you won't get my psychology Life to me has become meaningless, there's no reason to be alive Wish I had a button to press, then I'd die in the next five I don't wanna die at all, but then I want for these thoughts to stay I don't know why the Fuck, it's all I wonder while I lay It's all that I've got to say, so last time 'fore I go I'm having an awful day