I got these demons in my head they make me feel like I'm goin brain dead I know I'm 17 but sometimes I'm scared to talk myself into bed I want to be free but instead they got me Shackled to my bed I told my mama I'm sorry for all those things I said and I shed another tear down another beer tell myself why the fuck am I here ant it clear these demons they all up in my mind they play tricks all the time my life is like flippin a dime it's 50% bad and 50% worse how do you think I got those pills at 4 it was out of my mom's purse how do you think I tried to drown myself I only immersed my head into a tub till I started to Panic and sink in like the Titanic or tried to blow my brains out on the bed just wanted to be dead the demons that control what I say and what I do my decisions aren't even mine I feel like my soul is lifeless in time and it's balancin on a thin line I just sold my soul to the devil give me the paper where do I sign you want to go against me here I'll go first my mom went through hours of Hell givin me birth and Life to this earth I was a disgrace at birth a helpless child born with a curse you might as well put a bullet in my head put me in a hearse oh no shit he's dead no I'm just layin lifeless in a bed oh sorry this box I think the best time of my life was when I was skipping rocks while my dad was locked up in a box looking at the bars and my mama was popping pills and eating bars and I'm not talkin about candy bars I made it this far what the hell is another cut cut again oh what the hell it's just another scar laying in the street listen to the Thunder the demons are telling me wondering who do you want to murder I think a little harder get a little further at this point I'm becoming worse than my father I should kill my mother I look for her then I found her and now I'm running from the cops a little further I laid on the ground in the rain slit my wrist now I can see the vein the Angels they came but the demons call my name and pull me underground where they can engulf my fuckin soul into flames