END IT Time for me to end it It's sickening Noone is listening  Have to wear sweatpants and sweatshirt to school So no one has a clue About what's underneath all the  Cuts Scars And bruises from the abuse and self harm People talking shit like i don't exist Crying a fist full of tears it's clear my only friend is the blade So i graze my wrist  1 cut 2 cut 3cut  4 Till the blood hits the floor Cause i can't take anymore Want to grab that cord Choke myself even more I'm sick of this world I'm living in hell  Don't let anyone know So i put on a fake smile But inside My feeling are bottled up The hate Anger Pain It's a disgrace A disease  I have no peace I aint decent I have one question to ask the world anymore  Is that worth brethren  I mean fuck  Ive been sentenced to hell whats the treason For fuck sakes i need this blade to cut out the demons  They say we r free  Then why the fuck r we paying a fea to eat then  Or wash body with heat I don't know this is just how i feel  And why i cant fuckin sleep Man