it's only that time/ and I need to unwind/ before I stick a shotty straight at my mind/ with my girlfriend behind me/ don't take it lightly/ bitch I just might be/ somewhat to your liking/ but you just defy me/ ridicule and ride me/ man I feel like dying/ I aint even kidding/ saw it a vision/ lost in my widom/ man I'm just an old soul/ keep it ot the low low/ motherfuck a photo/ im just riding solo/ with my enemies in back of me/ strapped up/ and ready to bust back and laugh at me/ avoid catoatrosphies/ life's a bitch and it teases/ with its double ds/ think I need some counseling/ for ima end it all/ and let my brains dissolve/ all over them white walls/ history is calling/ I make the same miatakes/ can't avoid the snakes/ they must enjoy the taste/ of me not feeling great/ I grab the blade and hesitate/ it's almost like I'm knocking on heavens gates/ asking God to see me/ and I'm still believing/ but I'm very cold this evening/ and my soul is leaving/ or it feels like it/ and I can't fight it/ but I try to/ with everything I have/ but misery will grab/ and never let go/ until you die slow/ you're just a vessel/ doesn't that depress you/ do you think as deep/ can you go to sleep/ without dreams of eden/ and all these devils eating/ rotten fruit/ in front of you/ until you sobbing even/ but this resolver/ may be a problem solver/ for all that hate and anger/ I wanna meet my savior/ I'm tired of my behavior/ ill speak to Satan later/ signed in manuscrpit/ cuz I don't exist.