Dear mama i love you you really dont have any clue what to do i just have one queston why if you can answer that you just loseend alot of tension you know you where destined for better things to bad you wont be here to help me pick out a ring or to hear your own son sing how long has it ben twelve or therteen years if you only knew all the nights and the only thing runnin through my head was you and the only thing runnin down my face was tears i really wish you could be hear this year forget all the outhers but to do that you need to get clean because i dont want to be sean with a mom on drugs i want to be sean with a clean mom givin me all of the lost huges if you only knew how many times i wanted to put a couple of bullets into my head and end up dead but the bed you made is the bed you got to sleep in i guess i just wish you were here and trying your very best.