#JesusistheKing #bars #Christianrapgoesjustashard #PowerfulHandsTeam #Christianrapgoesjustashard #bars If I grabbed your hand would you try to pull away? mad that I'm mad cant find the words to say, would you have the strength to stay? or be dry an flake away. Would you love me on my bad days take the pain away. love in your voice that make me wana stay, hate greater than love an I stray away, an I know we cant stay the same, same problems different day wearing chains like growing pains growing apart, ripping an tearing with scars, leaving a trail like shootings from stars cosmic explosions inside my heart . No air in the room it's a vaccum, fighting the falcon how could this happen, again my lover my friend, is there no beginning or end what do you want me to say I quit you win I'm just tired of how I bend. tired of not having value the loves tasting sour looks that devalue and devour thoughts like prowlers let them die when I bought you flowers. hate in your tone tired of life wheres my value. I cant escape this distaste i feel disgraced its right in my face I need space or a real embrace to erase, what a fall from grace, I miss the way you'd say. I love you bunches forever and always, now we screaming down hallways like always and I'm looking at the door it calls me, but I know you'll just follow me give chase and swallow me, until you hollow me, I've already given you all of me. blinded by mirrors and fancy interiors leaving me inferior standing at inserpassable barriers tall not like terriers, open your eyes I carry you when I'm gone inherit truth fall down they'll bury you a scary truth always mocking my heavenly truth. unforgivable if were speaking biblical roots its.. blasphemous,fatuous like flatulence it ravenous less than fabulous its miraculous like your claming validness stuck in place like paralysis down the hole like Alice did your out of it. uninvolved like you never evolved swallowed by triggers that fall like  large squalls cant walk so you crawl try to stay calm feel caged like an elephant jumped down my throat like a bad shot a medicine and here comes the stress again lips smak like pelicans a hellish fit dont even know why now it's irrelevant feeling your pestilence an lured in by the breath of it.       what happend to love I cant see the face only reading what's written the hate in this space and I'd call out for help but I can't say your name trained like a seal to the ways of your brain and it's not always rain but the bad seems to out way gettimg crushed with your burden under weight of the strain and I dont feel the same in hate with this limbo the line fades away and I feel ashamed. I snapped again bending like Olympians i broke in half meridians a sight to see its hideous creating arrhythmias my chest beats been killing me I feel the stress start splitting me If I caught on fire you wouldn't spit on me but you expect me to give love endlessly somethings not right mentally and I'm not saying it's you maybe I've come unglued like soles from cheap shoes but you dont act like a friend to me an enemy a frienemy this energys been killing me. you love me then you hate me seak attention try to replace me permanent marker cant dry erase me make me miserable then try an chase me catch thease hands they'll try an cage me games we play seem kinda dangerous long range rockets at close arrangements hitting the mark now thats a banger make up and bang her but never my hair in her fingers awkward like strangers the love hiding endangered dont feel the same when I embrace er but even if I tried I couldn't erase her il never escape her I'm a runner but shes a chaser catch me with feelings like tazors that cut wide like razors mouth open a gapor was good away but now in danger back to hell I can not change er. first message of the day never anything nice to say grab the blade and swing with rage from inside the cage you say I made so I'm forced to stay try to make the most of each day feel you mold me like red clay losing myself a real threat to my name take my seed if I dont obey games In the jungle I have to play no rest for chest in the place where I lay. hands out like panhandlers an if I lose my cool I'm a manhandler out the cage call the cant handler because I cant Handle her. or get a handle on the situation that always escalating like gas price inflation screams that echo across the nation broken vessels float but need some draining hard to do through raining so pain keeps reigning