im alone in this dark hole just me n the demons racing round they goona putting me into the ground one day gonna be 6 feet under feel like I'm drifting away feel like I'm decaying from the inside but i can't it hide this anger anymore im so tier of it l i cant accept it i wanna beat it want die just not afraid at all to take my life slit my wrist with a razor blade watch my life fade away its scary to think about takeing mylife want this  pain to die a dark shadow black widow im suicidal I acted casual inside feel like a animal