so stressed depressed put a knife though my chest i hate this cant take anymore just smoke more you will heal stand tall on your heels dont look back just keep movingwe both broken each others heart we fell apart im trying to sort out my life from the start got my head saying switch my lights out end it with knife I used to fly high liveing life now im on my backside doubting life how could be feels like my soul is closing up on me slowly loosing hope some days I cope I think about family they need me got voices saying no they don't want me I have two choices let this evil win or I fight within keep it real always a fake smile feel like times I need a bottle of whiskey some days i wish of doing something risky feels like a heavy wight on back cant cut it loose feel like hang from a nuse just want to give up the light show me the path of I cant find the grass on the other side I think I have gone blind no sighs of life I have no wife or kids im only 19 I feel like this what im gonna do just wanna strike my head until I'm dead fall face first it won't hurt